I am.
That is the shortest sentence on Earth but when you say it, it can mean so many things. It can be simple, it can be complex, but either way it is always changing, "I AM" Here is what it means to me.
I am.
I am Nicole Mae Klug.
I am called Nikki by my friends.
I am a writer.
I am passionate towards becoming a doctor.
I am a person with mottephobia.
I am a believer in fate.
I am a North Dakotan.
I am not afraid.
I am willing to eat anything for money.
I am not looking forward to a career.
I am not willing to give up acting childish sometimes.
I am 16.
I am drop dead gorgeous, with blond hair&&blue eyes.
I am dedicated to my friends.
I am an open book, and I’ll answer anything you ask.
I am not going to give up my gigantic pride by turning down a dare.
I am a believer in true love.
I am, and always will be, in love with a guy named Ben, who's life was taken.
I am going to live my life like there’s no tomorrow.
I am scarred in many ways.
I am a defender of opinions, because everyone has a right to their own.
I am a party person.
I am sometimes a bitch.
I am not a drunk, but I drink.
I am not a whore, but I am not as pure as you'd think.
I am willing to admit my insanity.
I am not going to have kids.
I am going to read ALL read requests for poems and short stories.
I am going to try to do read requests for books but I can't promise anything.
I am not a druggie, but I've expiremented.
I am loved by many, envied by many more.
I am not a liar, because I hate lies.
I am not someone you catch crying.
I am willing to answer your questions, if you have any please ask me.
I am not going to change who I am to please you.
I am me.
I am.
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Once upon a time everyone was happy,then some asshole came along and created sadness, anger, jealousy. Everyone went along with it because it was new, and different. They didn't realized that these new emotions could sometimes take over your mind, twist your view of reality; they didn't realized that these emotions would be the end of our civilization.
**Favorite Quote:
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God... There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do... And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same..."
--Marianne Williamson
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Amazing Inspirations
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*Rochelle Drouin.-- You are an amazing sexy beast.. haha. i love you babe YOU ROCKz.. You are the mostest Amazingest friend in the entire world, universe, and anything else that can or cannot sustain life. =P
*Demi Pape.-- You are my the most AMAZING breast friend EVER babe.. don't you ever forgett that...!
*Dani Navarro- is a really amazing Mexican.. ily<3
*Anna Finck.-- You are amazing, although you live so far away your still at the top of my list.and i haven't lost my pants lately.ily, haha..
*Ben&KJ-- i love you guys seriously. IF only...
*My parents.-- thanks for keeping me alive
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That feeling,
Knowing
He's all wrong.
Really wishing,
Wanting
Him to be gone.
But reminding,
Replaying
The threat in your head.
Dreaming,
Feeling,
You'd rather be dead.
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