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about me

I am.

That is the shortest sentence on Earth but when you say it, it can mean so many things. It can be simple, it can be complex, but either way it is always changing, "I AM" Here is what it means to me.
I am.
I am Nicole Mae Klug.
I am called Nikki by my friends.
I am a writer.
I am passionate towards becoming a doctor.
I am a person with mottephobia.
I am a believer in fate.
I am a North Dakotan.
I am not afraid.
I am willing to eat anything for money.
I am not looking forward to a career.
I am not willing to give up acting childish sometimes.
I am 16.
I am drop dead gorgeous, with blond hair&&blue eyes.
I am dedicated to my friends.
I am an open book, and I’ll answer anything you ask.
I am not going to give up my gigantic pride by turning down a dare.
I am a believer in true love.
I am, and always will be, in love with a guy named Ben, who's life was taken.
I am going to live my life like there’s no tomorrow.
I am scarred in many ways.
I am a defender of opinions, because everyone has a right to their own.
I am a party person.
I am sometimes a bitch.
I am not a drunk, but I drink.
I am not a whore, but I am not as pure as you'd think.
I am willing to admit my insanity.
I am not going to have kids.
I am going to read ALL read requests for poems and short stories.
I am going to try to do read requests for books but I can't promise anything.
I am not a druggie, but I've expiremented.
I am loved by many, envied by many more.
I am not a liar, because I hate lies.
I am not someone you catch crying.
I am willing to answer your questions, if you have any please ask me.
I am not going to change who I am to please you.
I am me.
I am.
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Once upon a time everyone was happy,then some asshole came along and created sadness, anger, jealousy. Everyone went along with it because it was new, and different. They didn't realized that these new emotions could sometimes take over your mind, twist your view of reality; they didn't realized that these emotions would be the end of our civilization.

**Favorite Quote:
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God... There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do... And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same..."
--Marianne Williamson

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Amazing Inspirations
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*Rochelle Drouin.-- You are an amazing sexy beast.. haha. i love you babe YOU ROCKz.. You are the mostest Amazingest friend in the entire world, universe, and anything else that can or cannot sustain life. =P
*Demi Pape.-- You are my the most AMAZING breast friend EVER babe.. don't you ever forgett that...!
*Dani Navarro- is a really amazing Mexican.. ily<3
*Anna Finck.-- You are amazing, although you live so far away your still at the top of my list.and i haven't lost my pants lately.ily, haha..
*Ben&KJ-- i love you guys seriously. IF only...
*My parents.-- thanks for keeping me alive
++++++++++++++++++++++++
That feeling,
Knowing
He's all wrong.
Really wishing,
Wanting
Him to be gone.
But reminding,
Replaying
The threat in your head.
Dreaming,
Feeling,
You'd rather be dead.
++++++++++++++++++++++++

my websites

my favorites

books

  • Heaven by:V.C. Andrews
  • The Truth About Forever
  • Just Listen
  • Blue Bloods Series
  • Uglies, Pretties, Specials, Extras
  • All books by V.C.Andrews
  • Sarah Dessen Books

music

  • All musix cept old time country.
  • When I'm stressed "We The Kings" weird reason but it works.

film

  • Any horror movie.
  • The Notebook

my picks

Soon [The Runaway]
She was there. Seeking Us---calling us...

Soon [The Runaway]

by JoeShua

Poem

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Completely Average
I’m completely average, nothing of interest. There’s something wrong here. The Romeo and Juliet scenario does not and absolutely will not exist. I swear it.

Completely Average

by Mailreaper

Book

Rank 105 (+633)

Youth 
the bliss of childhood

Youth

by Rudewords

Poem

Rank 1786 (-1048)

my projects

When I Saw You

Poem

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When I Saw You

by nikki.mae

Poem

It's a fairly short poem about a guy I met at Music Camp.

This is about the first time I saw the guy who is now one of my best friends. He was a pushover back then and I changed that for him.

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You Chose Her

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You Chose Her

by nikki.mae

Poem

God Chose You,
I Chose You
You Chose Her

I still can't believe, that he chose her, Over me we were the perfect couple, we should have been together forever.

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The Face In The Mirror

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The Face In The Mirror

by nikki.mae

Poem

What I saw in the mirror the day after my best guy friend died.

Not everyone knows what it's like waking up the next day after your best friend dies, this is how my day was when that day happened.

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From the 1st Day

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From the 1st Day

by nikki.mae

Poem

My thoughts about a friendship that was brought up very quickly.

How me and a friend became friends instantly and how not only was it a quickly brought up friendship it was a lasting friendship.

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You never cared

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You never cared

by nikki.mae

Poem

It's about an ex that just used me, even though i though he loved me.

Me and him were like perfect together everyone thought so but he was using me. I was like an accesorie a ring or necklace.

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Happiness?

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Happiness?

by nikki.mae

Poem

I'm finally happy after so long of being depressed.

I'm finally happy after so long of being depressed, is it right for me to be so suddenly jubulant?

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Nobody Knows

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Nobody Knows

by nikki.mae

Poem

Everybody says they know what your going through when something tragic happens in you life.

nm?

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Once Upon a Time

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Once Upon a Time

by nikki.mae

Poem

What would have happened Once Upon a Time, towards what's happening now.

Once Upon a Time

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Running

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Running

by nikki.mae

Poem

This is my relationship with running.

Why i run, how i feel when i run, running as a whole expirience.

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Rain

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Rain

by nikki.mae

Poem

This is a poem I wrote for english class. I hope you like it.

It's not that great but it's pretty short. might be worth your time you decide. Read.

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To Be Continued

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To Be Continued

by nikki.mae

Short Story: General Fiction, Romance

Even if people don’t respect me for lying about this, hiding this part of my life; life will go on.

Everything in life is not perfect, and while Jake and I seem like the perfect couple. But it's the things you don't know about a couple that surprises you.

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-For Ben

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-For Ben

by nikki.mae

Poem

It's a poem about an ex..

It's a poems about my latest ex.. although he just moved across the country i was ready to wait for him and i would have...

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It's Whatever

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It's Whatever

by nikki.mae

Poem

It's whatever, just like the title says.

The stradegy of life that i go by.. whenever anything is wrong, it's whatever. When something doesn't go my way, it's whatever. Everything in life, it's whatever.

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Cut

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Cut

by nikki.mae

Poem

read if it intrigues you

i dare you.. i bet you'll like it.

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1 Month Ago Today

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1 Month Ago Today

by nikki.mae

Poem

It's about just a poem..

Something i wrote during Student Assistant Hour.. didn't have anything to do.. and yea.. read it please.

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Your Forgiven

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Your Forgiven

by nikki.mae

Poem

It's just something I thought up when there was a bunch of drama.

It's a REALLY short poem I thought up in a schoool wide drama fest of a couple weeks.It sucked but writing helped me through along with this poem.

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Silence

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Silence

by nikki.mae

Poem

Silence, isn't it great??

THis is a poem i wrote about silence in the middle of the night.. it was silent.

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Phantom

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Phantom

by nikki.mae

Poem

It's about my phantom pains.

my phantom

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Dedications&Thank Yous

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Dedications&Thank Yous

by nikki.mae

Short Story: Memoir/Autobiography

This is my way of saying thank you to those who have changed my life.

These are a series of short poems that basically tell my besties how I feel. These poems tell them thank you, and dedicate all my success to them. This is an I Love You to my besties.

**P.S. This will always be incomplete. This project will be something I work on until the day I die. Because I'm sure so many important people will come into my life and when they do, I'll write a dedication to them too.**

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Not Insanity.

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Not Insanity.

by nikki.mae

Poem

This is about an old friend. She thought she was a little crazy but really she was just like me, Hopeful.

Sometimes you see more than others because of habits or because of who you are. She saw more just like I do, but she didn't know how to act toward her differences.

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Stuck in a Double Standard

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Stuck in a Double Standard

by nikki.mae

Essay

Double standards really suck. This is about how I was stuck into a double standard.

My friend is a famously huge drunk in this small town. So when they're dissapointed in the fact that I take a couple drinks occasionally I get stuck into a double standard. How does this work?

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Alone

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Alone

by nikki.mae

Poem

Idk where this came from.

This is just something i wrote, i was just sitting here, sudden inspiration and wrote it down. This is the pure unedited version.This is exactly what came to my head no changes no improvements, just my mind thinking what it wishes.

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Vanishing Point

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Vanishing Point

by nikki.mae

Poem

This probably makes no sense. I was up late one night and this is what I wrote.

If you read this and have any questions about my train of thought on this one feel free to ask. I'm not quite sure if this will make sense to anyone one. But that's the whole idea... nobody will never understand the vanishing point.

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The Rumors

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The Rumors

by nikki.mae

Poem

This is about rumors that spread about me and what I should have said.

My few loyal friends, that I have in spite of you; They hate you, despise you, wish you dead. I don't because I pity you; You are a poor pathetic soul.

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I will not give up

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I will not give up

by nikki.mae

Short Story: Memoir/Autobiography

"I will not give up. I love you too. I will not give up."

This is a really short thing about a day I had about a week ago. It is a completely true story and I'm a little ashamed of it, but at the same time, I'm so glad it happened.

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Maybe.

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Maybe.

by nikki.mae

Poem

idk.. just read it..

maybe if you read it you'll even like it. but you'd have to read to find out. thanks

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Change

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Change

by nikki.mae

Poem

This is just a poem. i wrote it. please read it.

Please read it. This poem means quite a bit to me. ;)

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